.Monday, March 3, 2008 ' 7:36 PM
heyoo people.yea.i'm kinda of a moody , because of something i guess.today had training as usual.i HATE mondays.stay back , played awhile .doubles with trini.single with trini too.haha. yea.than waited for alicia they all.yea , and i went home after they left for their bus.To someone ;
ok, i shall start off with the mean things 1st.
you're a poser too.
you copy how i type , what i do .
and you called that?
influence.
so yes , fine , let it be ; influence.
i've never fail to be by your side when you're feeling down.
no matter what.
i thought we were super close?
we do everything together.
when anyone scold you , or you disliking someone ,
i'll be there for you .
like asking you to cheer up and everything.
and sometimes , even try to help you scold that person back.
have you ever put yourself in MY shoes?
you treats me like a toy .
that's the impression i get of you too.
when you need me you come to me.
and when you think i'm boring , you dont talk to me?
that's how you treat your so called ' good/best friend ' ?
wow.
that's 'nice' .
i'm the one trying to save everything.
you're my closest friends, yes i admit .
i'll try to do whatever you ask me to do.
i will. i would and i TRIED.
no matter how tired uh.
WILL YOU EVER THINK FOR ME?
will you?
or should i say ,
HAVE YOU?
can you please think about it?
you might think i'm mean.
but it's the fact.
i helped you didnt i?
destin , bastard , everything.
your friends , your seniors , and others.
you?
think for me.
put yourself in my shoes.
if misunderstanding can cause our friendship to DROP so much,
i rather not talk so much crap.
i just want our friendship to be stronger.
and you to be more forgiving , thinking for me .
is that too much to ask?
i think it is to you.
please give me a answer soon.
YOU do make my WHOLE life different,
because you're my closest friend.
you hurt me as much as we had fun.
the closer we are , the deeper you hurt me.
i dont mind , because i treasure you.
you? Think of me.
i know i'm sensitive.
i'm willing to change.
are you even willing to change?
and be more forgiving , less petty , less easy to misunderstand a person ?
and EVEN TO KEEP WHAT YOU SAID/PROMISE.
i didnt talk to 'her' for so long already.
i even more or less write letter to her.
maybe i did rephrase wrongly in the letter or something.
just be more forgiving.
give me an answer as soon as possible.
i'm sorry , i DID apologise , not as though i didnt.
ok than , sorry LOVE if i said something wrong.
Labels: CHERMAINE's need someone to comfort her.